Waiting and waiting...

So I might be slowly going crazy.

The story is that I have recently been asked to create a huge corporate video project and although corporate video is not what I want to do for the rest of my life, it is something that I would like to do now. I get to work with video and editing and I can network and learn and all that great stuff but best of all, it pays well!

So I submitted a proposal and I'm waiting to hear back from this company to see if my proposal has gone through. I submitted on Wednesday and today is Friday. It feels like I have been waiting for weeks! It's taking me every inch of my strength not to call in every 20 minutes and ask if they have decided to sign me on to the project.

The thing is that if I get this contract, I will make enough money to run a fully functioning production company. I can buy equipment, get a proper website, spend some on advertising and so on. Heck even after all that I can go on vacation with my Lady and still have enough to survive for many months. I mean my Employment Insurance Benifits end this month so it could not have come at a better time. This is my deep breath I am looking for.

Somebody better call me soon!

This would be great a great opportunity for me and I feel sick not knowing if they want me or not.

Call. Call. Call. Call. Call. Call. Call.

I know that any type of film work, be it corporate or hollywood, has a lot of waiting involved. I'm just trying to find out what to do in the meantime. I keep imagining that they are going to call me while I am tyoing this blog entry.

Call me. Call me.

My heart beats fast everytime I think about it and everything somehow reminds me of the offer on the table.

PICK UP THE PHONE!!!!!!!

If I don't hear anything today that means I have to suffer through the weekend. What am I going to do?

I think I'm going to puke.